|Eli, Malakai, Isaiah, and Ana|
It doesn't make much sense. I know all the facts. Maybe it's just because I'm extra emotional with Silas's birth coming so soon. I don't know, but when I looked at that deep purple bruise on my little girl, I felt like I did that to her. She is a little ballerina. She loves all things to do with homemaking and babies. She is the spunkiest little girl I've ever met. I love her so much.
I don't need to feel guilty. If carrying hemophilia is part of what God has for her life just like it is part of what He had for mine, I praise God for it. That sweet little princess is going to take the world by storm! She will have opportunities to reach people that she wouldn't have otherwise.
I am concerned for some things like: Will she have any bleeding issues when she hits puberty? Will she have any issues with childbirth? Will her factor level ever go lower? I don't know the answers to these things, but God does. He loves her even more than I do, and I trust Him.